I remember where I was when I first heard Mick Jagger singing about  mother's little helper. I was in college. I had grown up with a mom who worked ten-hour days as a COBOL programmer and then even longer days in management. I felt sorry for the moms in the 60s who couldn't go to work and had to take Valium to cope with their lives. I was happy I'd never have to live like that.

So it's hard for me to tell you that I'm taking Zoloft. Here's how it happened. I couldn't stop the huge anxiety I had while I was spending days with the kids. My anxiety is generally great for work. I can do way more than a normal person can. I need very little sleep and my mind races with ideas all the time, so as long as I have a bunch of fast-paced projects going on, I have a place for each of the ideas.

Sitting at lunch with the boys, making Arthur pasta pieces talk. That just made me nervous. There was is no structure, there is nowhere to put my racing ideas, and I was anxious all the time. Also, I was yelling. And I really really don't believe that it's okay to yell at the kids. I think it's bullying.

So I started taking Zoloft.

You can tell, on this blog, when I started. I stopped posting every day. Because it takes a crazy, manic energy to be able to maintain my other blog, which supports my family, and then also launch this blog.

I grew up thinking I'd be an exciting, edgy artist like Mick Jagger, and instead I'm becoming one of the moms in a Mick Jagger song.